Starting another semester in a few hours. I've pretty much lost all the drive I have for school. People who started college after me have all been posting about this being their last semester of undergrad school, etc. and I can't help but be so unbearably jealous.

I should have graduated 3 years ago.

I'm ready to be done.

I'm grateful for my opportunity to go to school and that I can get an education.

But I'm ready to be done. Just a little break. I am tired of being a student.

Wow. 2011. A new year.

I set some goals for this new year. I hate the phrase "New Year's Resolutions". There's such an implication that you never keep them anyways and it's kind of a joke. So instead I'm just looking at it as finally kicking myself into gear so that I can feel good once the sun comes out and I could buy cute summer clothes.

The biggest goal for me is to keep into shape. I've never been "huge", but in the past 6 months, have gained the most weight I ever have. I'm assured that I don't look as big as I feel I do, but I want to get back down to feeling good about my body. I'm giving up soda and mindless eating when I'm bored, going to drink more water, and get to the gym more. I'm hoping that these small changes will make a huge difference.

School starts on Monday. I'll finally be applying for the social work program this semester. Finally on my way to graduating.