Another semester come and gone. Probably one of the worst I've had. I kind of gave up half way through, failed out of a class (the ONE class that has kept me from graduating for years now), bullshitted my way through my other two classes. And for some reason I really don't care. I've been going to college for almost 6 1/2 years now and I am *tired*. By the time I graduate, I could have gotten two master's degrees. I have several friends who graduated this weekend and I can't help but be insanely jealous. I'm so frustrated with going deeper and deeper and deeper into debt, while at the same time losing my drive and passion to graduate. I have worked full time since I was 16 years old. Have always been the one to work extra shifts, weekends, holidays, overtime, whatever was asked of me. And at 23, the thought of having a good 50+ years of full time work ahead of me makes me want to break down. I've been on one trip, because I'm working all the time and putting all my money towards paying the bills I've been paying for myself since I was 16.

*sigh*

I just need a break. A break from work, a break from school, a break from being responsible.